About You
Awakening the Phoenix Within
You are not falling apart.
You are remembering something ancient.
Something alive.
Something that has always been yours.
Like the phoenix in stillness before the flame,
you stand at a threshold—
not in ashes,
but in awakening.
Not everyone sees it.
But something in you knows:
“There’s no going back—
only forward, with truth as your compass.”
Standing at the Sacred Edge
Not in crisis—but at a crossroads.
Not in collapse—but in quiet upheaval.
You sense this transition is not just logistical or emotional.
It’s existential.
It’s spiritual.
It’s alive.
There’s a new life forming beneath the surface—one you don’t yet have words for.
You can feel it stirring, even if you can’t explain it:
“What’s emerging isn’t just a new path— it’s a deeper version of you.”
Between Who You Were and Who You’re Becoming
Not quite collapsed, but not quite home.
You may feel hollow, hopeful, uncertain, raw.
A chapter is closing, not with finality—but with invitation.
You may be:
Aware that what used to work no longer does
Navigating a quiet unraveling of identity, purpose, or relational dynamics
Holding emotions that are bigger than language
Called toward psychedelic work—but wanting to walk that path with care, sacredness, and integration
Tired of bypassing the body, the grief, the longing—and craving real contact with yourself
Living between versions of yourself—one public, one unspoken
Moving through grief—of a loved one, a marriage, a former identity, or the future you once imagined
“You’re not here to be fixed. You’re here to become.”
Weight You Were Never Meant to Carry
There’s a voice inside.
It says: “You’re too much.”
Or: “You’re not enough.”
It doesn’t shout. But it’s shaped everything.
Your choices. Your silence. Your striving.
You learned to carry that voice like truth—
but it was never yours to hold.
You’re not here to prove anything.
You’re here to remember who you were before the shame.
Before the masks.
Before the split between your soul and your story.
“You are not your shame. You are the one who hears it—and still chooses love.”
Feeling What Words Can’t Hold
But you feel the pressure building.
You may carry pain that has no diagnosis.
Wounds that were never named—but shaped everything.
You’ve learned how to function.
Now you want to feel.
You’ve wondered if something’s wrong with you.
But maybe you’re just feeling something the world never made space for.
Something old is falling away.
Something new wants in.
And you know the next step isn’t more effort.
It’s more surrender.
When Your Life Looked Successful—But Felt Like a Lie
Outwardly, you’ve built things. Led others. Been admired.
But inside? You were disappearing.
Not from lack of effort—but from living someone else’s story.
You became skilled at wearing the right masks—and started to forget the face beneath them.
You began to ask the quiet questions:
Is this all there is?
What if I’m meant for something truer—something I can’t yet name?
If those questions brought you here, you're in the right place.
Questions That Change Everything
What if the life I built isn’t who I really am?
How do I release the grief, guilt, or numbness I carry—without falling apart?
Can I safely open to the spiritual and emotional depths I’ve avoided?
Is now the time to finally do this work—for real, for good, for me?
These are not casual questions.
They are soul-level invitations.
And you don’t need to walk them alone.
“The next chapter of your life cannot be written by who you used to be.”
Longing to Be Met
You’ve held space for others.
But few have held it for you.
You’ve been the strong one, the calm one, the one others turn to.
But somewhere inside, you’ve longed to exhale. To fall apart. To be seen.
You crave relationships where soul isn’t an afterthought—
but the starting place.
Where truth doesn’t make you too much—
it makes you home.
You’re ready to be met in the way you’ve met others:
Fully. Fiercely. Tenderly.
Sacred Change
This is initiation.
This isn’t about dogma or doctrine. It’s about remembering what’s sacred in you—on your own terms.
The people I walk with are standing at the edge of a new life.
They’re not always in chaos—but they’re being asked to change in ways the old self can’t sustain.
They’re learning that numbness was once protection—but now it's a barrier to what wants to be felt.
They’re seeking:
Truth that doesn’t demand performance
Sacred space that welcomes all parts—grief, desire, numbness, awe
A guide who knows both trauma and transcendence
A new relationship with feeling, embodiment, trust, and power
The Journey Home
Integration isn’t a checklist.
It’s a long remembering—
and you don’t have to walk it alone.
🜁 Preparation – Grounding, emotional readiness, and spiritual clarity before journeywork
🜃 Ceremony – Guided psychedelic support (psilocybin, MDMA, or both) with reverence, pacing, and protection
🜂 Integration – Meaning-making, embodied practice, life realignment
🜄 Transformation – Ongoing support in grief, identity evolution, creative emergence, and relational healing toward wholeness
Is This Your Time?
This path isn’t for everyone—and that’s part of its power.
This is sacred territory.
It requires presence, participation, and a real willingness to evolve.
This work is not for:
Those seeking a quick fix, recreational high, or pharmacological “reset” without integration
Individuals unwilling to reflect, feel, or engage in the inner work required for lasting transformation
Anyone in acute psychological crisis without therapeutic support in place
Those hoping to outsource healing to the facilitator or the medicine
This is for those who know:
Healing is co-created.
And awakening is a path walked, not handed to you.
In Their Words
“I’ve been trained to distrust, to disassociate, to survive at all costs. This work with Yeshua was the first time I allowed myself to feel the weight I’ve carried—and begin releasing it without shame.”
“The stories I was telling through my art were calling me into my own truth. Yeshua helped me stop performing my life and start living it—with presence, emotion, and sovereignty.”
“Holding space for others is my profession. But this was the first time someone held space for me in a way that reached my soul. Integration finally means something real in my body now.”
“I spent decades building success through control. What I found in this work wasn’t chaos—it was freedom. I remembered how to trust myself again. That changed everything.”
“I’ve sat at hundreds of bedsides. But nothing prepared me for the presence and reverence I experienced in this space. This work reawakened my faith—in life, in death, and in transformation.”
“For years I rejected anything spiritual out of fear and betrayal. What I found with Yeshua was sacred, not scripted. This work helped me reclaim my own relationship with the divine.”
Art and Ache of Letting Go
Something is falling away. A role. A relationship. A survival strategy.
You’re not broken. You’re being unraveled—gently or all at once—so something more honest can take root.
This is the tender grief of the in-between.
You don’t need to rush this part.
You need to be held inside it.
And you will be.
For Those Ready to Rise
Not because they feel brave—
but because they can no longer pretend.
They are ready to:
Slow down and listen
Let go of what no longer fits—without losing themselves in the process
Reclaim joy, purpose, and grounded spirituality
Remember what they’re here to do—to create, serve, or speak from a place of soul, not survival
Build a life that fits their soul—not their trauma
Your Phoenix Moment Begins
Not the burning.
The remembering.
The quiet moment when the wings begin to stretch—
not out of effort,
but memory.
You’ve carried others.
Led, served, performed, provided.
But this time, it’s different.
Power is returning—but from your soul, not your striving.
You don’t have to do it alone.
Let’s walk together.
“Not another mountain to climb—but a life to come home to.”