Stewarding Breakthroughs

From COMBAT to ceremony, I guide life-changing journeys that return you to truth, wholeness, and the sacred within.

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Change outside requires change inside
— Yeshua
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Hey, I’m Yeshua

After years of suffering as a U.S. Marine Corps Staff Sergeant and combat veteran, guided psychedelic experiences became a lifeline—supporting me to rediscover peace, joy, love, and freedom. That journey opened the door to healing I never thought was possible.

With decades of deep personal practice and years of professional experience, I’ve supported hundreds of transformational journeys with mushrooms. Residing in Portland, Maine—a decriminalized region—I offer safe, intentional space for those ready to remember their truth, release old patterns, and walk forward with clarity and purpose.

Today, I walk alongside others as a psychedelic guide, transformational coach, and fellow seeker of truth. I offer harm reduction–centered support through deeply intentional psilocybin journeys—grounded in ancient wisdom, modern integration, and heartful presence. My work is rooted in trauma-informed care, deep reverence, and a commitment to walking with you, not in front of you.

If this resonates, let’s connect.

 

ceremony ProgramS

For individuals, couples, or groups—guided journeys in a sacred setting with preparation, integration, and support.

Integration Coaching

Post-ceremony support to process insights, embody growth, and stay grounded through life transitions, healing, and spiritual unfolding.

microdosing support

Intentional support with protocol design, tracking, and cultivating clarity, creativity, and resilience through subtle, ongoing practice.


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Let’s talk

Book a complimentary 20-minute Discovery Call to explore whether this work is right for you. We’ll connect around your intentions, answer questions, and feel into whether we’re a good fit to continue.

After booking, you’ll be invited to join Homecoming—a secure, HIPAA-compliant platform where we can communicate privately. There, you’ll receive my Ceremony Program Overview, a detailed guide outlining the structure, preparation, integration, ethics, and pricing. You’ll also gain access to the intake process, which can be completed if you choose to move forward.

If we both feel aligned, the next step is a Screening Session to deepen the conversation and assess readiness.

 


 About You

YOU’RE NOT BROKEN—YOU’RE IN TRANSITION.

You can feel it—subtle, persistent. The old way isn’t working.
Not because you’re failing, but because you’re outgrowing it.

There’s a quiet tension between who you’ve been and who you’re becoming.
Not in crisis—but in a moment that matters.
You’re not here for surface change. You’re here for something real.

Whether you’re navigating a major shift, feeling drawn to psychedelic experiences, or simply longing to come home to yourself
This is the place where your next chapter begins.


About Me

My path has been anything but linear—shaped by war, devotion, collapse, and moments of awakening. I’ve lived through the extremes of leadership and loss, spiritual breakthrough and personal reckoning. These experiences didn’t break me; they refined me. What guides my work now is not theory, but a lived understanding of transformation and a deep reverence for the human spirit. I support others not from a pedestal, but from the path—still walking, still learning, and showing up with presence and care.


How I Serve Today

The way I serve today is relational, reverent, and multidimensional—combining ceremonial wisdom, ancestral traditions, and modern tools like biofeedback and AI to support deep insight, nervous system regulation, and long-term integration. Grounded in ethical integrity and spiritual freedom, I work with a commitment to safety, accountability, and mutual respect. I’m engaged in peer networks, public education, and policy advocacy—not just as a guide, but as a mentor, collaborator, and bridge-builder. What follows is a high-level visual display of how and why I serve—through innovation, intuition, and deep care for those I walk with.


Inspiration Daily

Dive into my latest reflections on spirituality, psychedelics, and community through the live feed below. Each post offers a glimpse into my thoughts, passions, and values, inviting you to engage with meaningful insights and connections.

Follow me on Instagram for inspiration each day, and join the conversation as we grow and explore life’s great mysteries together.

Transformation isn’t a destination—it’s a devotion to waking up again and again, with honesty, humility, and heart.
— Yeshua
 

If you feel the call, let’s walk this path together—to explore how we may serve the emergence of a more harmonious, peaceful, and caring world.

If you're curious about working together, I invite you to book a complimentary Discovery Call to connect, ask questions, and see if this path feels aligned. For other inquiries, you're welcome to reach out through the contact form. Whether you're arriving with clarity or uncertainty, your presence is honored.