Hey, I’m Yeshua
There comes a moment, quiet or cataclysmic, when the life you’ve built no longer fits. A whisper rises: “Is there more than this?”
I’ve crossed that threshold as a Marine Corps Staff Sergeant, shattered by war, a father cracked open by love and grief, a seeker initiated by fire, silence, and Mystery.
My healing didn’t come from one path. It came through ceremony, nature, parenting, meditation, therapy, and a long walk through darkness. Psychedelic experiences were among the modalities that helped me find my way back, after years of living with complex PTSD, treatment-resistant depression, and severe anxiety.
Along the way, I discovered that I am a contrarian and neurodivergent thinker, shaped by learning many languages, living across dozens of zip codes worldwide, and spending long seasons at the edges of culture. I have known homelessness, divorce, supporting partners through cancer, and grieving loved ones lost to illness and suicide. These passages, and the slow stitching together that followed, formed a global, unconventional lens that resonates with those who walk untrodden paths.
I also know the world of leadership and achievement. I’ve served across the military, U.S. government, purpose-driven nonprofits, global corporations, and Silicon Valley startups, guiding transformation at scale. But it was life’s unraveling, not its accolades, that taught me how to walk beside others with presence and humility.
Today, I support people through thresholds of their own.
I’m based in Portland, Maine, a decriminalized region where sacred work can unfold safely. Some travel to work with me; others I meet where they are. I also serve communities in Scottsdale, Arizona, throughout New England, and frequently in Boston and New York City. In all places, we co-create containers rooted in reverence, trauma-informed care, harm reduction, and soul-level trust.
As a full-time psychedelic guide, ordained minister, and lifelong student of the sacred, I’ve supported hundreds of psilocybin journeys for individuals, couples, and groups. These are not just altered states. They are sanctuaries for release, remembrance, and return.
I bring not only spiritual depth, but years of experience in conscious technology, innovation, and systems design. My platform, Journey Home, weaves together storytelling, case study insights, and AI reflection tools to deepen integration and soul remembrance. It’s not just what happens in the ceremony, but about how we bring it home, anchor it, and live it.
Whether you’re navigating loss, longing, burnout, or becoming, this work is an invitation to soften old identities and remember what’s most true.
If you’re here, whether for yourself or someone you love, I welcome you to explore. You’ll find my story and values, the types of clients I support, a clear view of my offerings, client testimonials, a living library of resources, guidance on ethics, privacy, and preparation, and an option to book a discovery call if and when it feels right.
Because the life you long for isn’t found by becoming someone else, it’s remembered, by coming home to who you’ve always been.
If this resonates, let’s connect.
From my Heart to Yours,
Yeshua Adonai
