PSYCHEDELIC GUIDANCE FOR LASTING TRANSFORMATION
Trauma-informed preparation, sacred mushroom ceremony, and personalized long-form integration coaching to turn breakthroughs into steady, embodied change in daily life.
Hundreds supported since 2022.
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“Change outside mirrors, change inside.”
Hey, I’m Yeshua
There comes a moment, quiet or cataclysmic, when the life you’ve built no longer fits. A whisper rises: “Is there more than this?”
I’ve crossed that threshold as a Marine Corps Staff Sergeant, shattered by war, a father cracked open by love and grief, a seeker initiated by fire, silence, and Mystery.
My healing didn’t come from one path. It came through ceremony, nature, parenting, meditation, therapy, and a long walk through darkness. Psychedelic experiences were among the modalities that helped me find my way back, after years of living with complex PTSD, treatment-resistant depression, and severe anxiety.
Along the way, I discovered that I am a contrarian and neurodivergent thinker, shaped by learning many languages, living across dozens of zip codes worldwide, and spending long seasons at the edges of culture. I have known homelessness, divorce, supporting partners through cancer, and grieving loved ones lost to illness and suicide. These passages, and the slow stitching together that followed, formed a global, unconventional lens that resonates with those who walk untrodden paths.
I also know the world of leadership and achievement. I’ve served across the military, U.S. government, purpose-driven nonprofits, global corporations, and Silicon Valley startups, guiding transformation at scale. But it was life’s unraveling, not its accolades, that taught me how to walk beside others with presence and humility.
Today, I support people through thresholds of their own.
I’m based in Portland, Maine, a decriminalized region where sacred work can unfold safely. Some travel to work with me; others I meet where they are. I also serve communities in Scottsdale, Arizona, throughout New England, and frequently in Boston and New York City. In all places, we co-create containers rooted in reverence, trauma-informed care, harm reduction, and soul-level trust.
As a full-time psychedelic guide, ordained minister, and lifelong student of the sacred, I’ve supported hundreds of psilocybin journeys for individuals, couples, and groups. These are not just altered states. They are sanctuaries for release, remembrance, and return.
I bring not only spiritual depth, but years of experience in conscious technology, innovation, and systems design. My platform, Journey Home, weaves together storytelling, case study insights, and AI reflection tools to deepen integration and soul remembrance. It’s not just what happens in the ceremony, but about how we bring it home, anchor it, and live it.
Whether you’re navigating loss, longing, burnout, or becoming, this work is an invitation to soften old identities and remember what’s most true.
If you’re here, whether for yourself or someone you love, I welcome you to explore. You’ll find my story and values, the types of clients I support, a clear view of my offerings, client testimonials, a living library of resources, guidance on ethics, privacy, and preparation, and an option to book a discovery call if and when it feels right.
Because the life you long for isn’t found by becoming someone else, it’s remembered, by coming home to who you’ve always been.
If this resonates, let’s connect.
From my Heart to Yours,
Yeshua Adonai
OFFERINGS
CEREMONY CONTAINER
A held ceremonial space for individuals, couples, or groups offering personalized preparation, full-day facilitation, and integration support.
COACHING CONTAINER
A relational container to process insights, embody growth, and align inner shifts with lived change, following ceremony, microdosing, or life transitions.
EDUCATION PROGRAMS
Supporting safe, intentional, & respectful psilocybin relationships for groups, organizations, & communities seeking a deeper connection.
A Safe, Ethical, & Sacred Container
I hold this work with deep reverence and clear ethical standards, rooted in harm reduction, trauma-informed care, client autonomy, and legal integrity. I follow a strict No Medicine Included (NMI) policy and support only those who have independently chosen to engage in altered states, offering preparation, ethical presence, and integration guidance in a secure, confidential space. All communication is HIPAA-compliant, consent is explicit, and privacy is paramount. I provide education on RFRA protections, decriminalization, and responsible use, without offering substances or legal advice. My practice is supported by trusted affiliations, peer accountability, and a lived commitment to integrity and respect.
Blog
Publishing new posts weekly, every Monday
Featured
Events for Psilocybin Learning & Connection
Explore upcoming talks, circles, and workshops on psilocybin preparation, integration, and harm reduction. All are welcome.
Testimonials
Affiliations
Book a Discovery Call
This 20-minute complimentary Discovery Call is an opportunity for us to connect, one-on-one. No pressure, no expectations. Just space to feel into resonance, ask questions, and explore what’s calling you (or someone you care about) toward this path.
These calls are open to both seekers and their support systems, partners, loved ones, or anyone walking beside you. Whether you're preparing for a journey, supporting someone else, or simply feeling curious, you're welcome here.
After the call, if it feels aligned, I’ll invite you to join Homecoming, a secure, encrypted, HIPAA-compliant platform where we’ll stay connected throughout the journey. Homecoming is where you’ll complete a comprehensive intake process that includes reflective questions and clinical screening tools.
Once you’ve completed the intake, you’ll schedule a Screening Session, where we’ll review your responses together, and I’ll offer a thorough analysis of your readiness, including a careful scan for any contraindications or safety concerns. From there, we’ll explore the best next steps, whether or not we decide to work together.
You’ll also receive the Ceremony Readiness Guide if you don’t already have it, a high-value preparation and integration tool, shared at no cost to support your journey with clarity and care. Come as you are. We’ll begin wherever you are.
About You
YOU’RE NOT BROKEN, YOU’RE IN TRANSITION.
You can feel it, subtle, persistent. The old way isn’t working.
Not because you’re failing, but because you’re outgrowing it.
There’s a quiet tension between who you’ve been and who you’re becoming.
Not in crisis, but in a moment that matters.
You’re not here for surface change. You’re here for something real.
Whether you’re navigating a major shift, feeling drawn to psychedelic experiences, or simply longing to come home to yourself.
➤ This is the place where your next chapter begins.
About Me
My path has been anything but linear, shaped by war, devotion, collapse, and moments of awakening. I’ve lived through the extremes of leadership and loss, spiritual breakthrough and personal reckoning. These experiences didn’t break me; they refined me. What guides my work now is not theory, but a lived understanding of transformation, grounded in reverence for the human spirit. I support others not from a pedestal, but from the path itself, still walking, still learning, and showing up with presence, humility, and care.
Journey Home: My Broader Contribution
Journey Home is a visionary initiative and digital ecosystem supporting the full arc of psychedelic transformation. It integrates a growing library of anonymized case studies, a compassionate AI reflection tool, and trauma-informed insights to deepen integration for seekers, guides, and the wider field. Participation is optional, and privacy is paramount, all data is handled with HIPAA-level security and strict confidentiality. Rooted in consent, reverence, and legal mindfulness, Journey Home is a living map of return for those walking the sacred path of becoming.
Inspiration Daily ✨
Dive into my latest reflections on spirituality, psychedelics, and community through the live feed below. Each post offers a glimpse into my thoughts, passions, and values, inviting you to engage with meaningful insights and connections.
Follow me on Instagram for inspiration each day, and join the conversation as we grow and explore life’s great mysteries together.
Contact
Stepping Into Sacred Dialogue
If something in you is stirring, an ache, a question, a quiet knowing, you’re invited to step forward. Whether you’re standing at the edge of a breakthrough, walking through uncertainty, or simply sensing that it’s time, this is a space to begin.
This work begins in conversation, not commitment. You’re welcome to book a complimentary 20-minute discovery call to explore if this path feels aligned, or reach out through the contact form with any reflections or inquiries.
Here, there is room for your truth. Your pace. Your presence. Your becoming. And just as your inner world is held with care, so too is your privacy. Any information you share is treated with reverence, protected - not extracted. You can learn more in the full Privacy Policy.
Let’s begin at the threshold together.
Healing is personal. So is policy.
I’ve testified before governors, senators, and even a president to help shift the laws around psychedelics. If this work has touched your life, I invite you to learn more and join the movement. 👉 Explore the Advocacy & Reform page